Friday, September 08, 2006 BESTFRIENDS
Tongen n Jayme.. my bestfriends
and sthey sre aways my bestfriends. i don't regret making and being her bestfriends.
In my life, what are bestfriends? a fully trustworthy person that whatever i said or whatever i do, they will still love me and forgive me in certain ways.
a person who will remember whenever they goes. Wont leave me alone behind but hold my hands and walk with me in the rest of my life.
Jayme..
We has been together for.. i think 7 years..
althought i have know you for 7 years, but we are not fully a bestfriend in these years.
when we were in our primarys, we have many ups n downs. with many other friends problems to solve. money problems and family problems.
do you remember? when we were primary 2? we ran all over the school just to get away from ur ahma n my maid? i can't forget that memories of ours. i just can't forget.
on that day, i did actually said to myself, i won't forget this moments of joy on our faces.
i did it... i did it jayme.
many times, you couldn't stay outside and play with me.
nvm.. i know, you family won't let you out.
but when we get the chance to go out, we tent to reach home late.
because we love the times together, we love the things we do together.
we are aways bestfriends.. jayme.
i still remember one time when you come to my house.
we make up in differents charater and you were a clown.
and tie each other's hair.. that moments are short. 7 years has past..
althought we are not in the same class as we do in the past few years..
our hearts are still there. and our soul are connected.. no other will break us apart.
have you ever think? there are so many people actually tried to break us apart.
we did react to these things. but in the end, we are still together.
through these hards, we have learn many things and we became stronger each time.
jayme, my forever bestfriend..
Tongen..
althought you were not perfect..
you have your own wrongs and things that you aways can't control.
i will help, i will help you tong en..
i am here for you aways..
do you know.. i am aways praying for you.
aways blessing you..
aways thinking of you.. i don't need you to know that.
but i just want you to be good and not listen to devil's words.
i know you have tried to be very good in many ways.
i know that. i know the great effort you have give .. to me.
i know how much you need..
alone in your house is really a very scary thing..
i know. but what i can help is just calling you.
you are rude to your parents.. do you know that?
you must love your parents very much then love your friends..
don't ever put your friends in the 1st place..
this is just the 1st year with you.. and i did know quite abit of you..
i am just trying.. trying to know you better and see how can i help to make our lifes better.
i will help you in anything.. but not wrong things which make us turn into devil..
please.. tongen, be a true christian.
may our friendship last long.. forever.
Jayme n Tongen...
you two are my bestfriends... i did trust you all..
and i know you two are also have many feelings in certain ways..
but treat everyone the same.. treat you families the best.
and how you treat people, has to be change when you know which kind of people they are.
and how they treat you.
althought our guts are strong.. but we have our softhearts.
sometimes we have up n downs.. we must be strong..
together.. we will surely make our lifes better..
i did cried for you two many times. just that you all don't know.
i did cry for myself.. i cried, why can't we be together?
why can't we stay together? just for that period of time.
why? i cried because, why you all are like that?
why we must end up in this kind of status? why?
i cried because, why can't we just be together when we are lonely.
why i can't go and comfort you when you are sad.
may you not read this post.. may you choose not to care bout me..
but ii am here, aways praying for you two..
MY BESTFRIENDS..
-weiwei-
3:16 PM