I CANNOT STAND IT!!!
i cannot!!!!
really feel like killing him.
but i can't i know its wrong to feel like that,
wrong to really wan to kill him.
ok, i tell you what have happened.
yongfeng, a guy from my church.

i just came back form choir,
a little bit of bad mood becuase can't go to see ottavia.
i even cry in the AVA.. so sad.
and today's choir actually end @ 6pm!
teacher don't allow.
i am not angry about the teacher,
but the situation...
God! i cried out to him.
iwanttogo.. T.T
ok, nvm.
the whole choir session like no mood to sing liao.
i am sorry guys...
keep singing out of tune and i don't care.
i even join my friends to say mdm toh.
argh, i am so bad.
forgive me God.

then came back use computer,
yongfeng keep saying me idiot, moron, retard.
many this kind of things.
how can he?
then i ask him did God made idiots?
he say i am the only idiot he made.
what kind of person is this??!!
i keep asking him to stop saying and say that i am not an idiot.
he keep saying -.-
it make me mad.
maybe that time i am really sad.
i cried.
i feel hurt.
i am not an idiot or what.
I AM NOT AN IDIOT!
he made me want to kill him.
and do you know what he said?
'i don't blame newcomer la'
what i do?
i nv do anything ok -.-
newcomer so what?
and he say i don't know anything,
like he know everything.
i just can't stand him.
i didn't say anything to him like that.
and he keep hurting me in that kind of way.
you know what i do?
i beg him to stop.
he call me to give him money -.-
its really very hurting lo.
then later he say joing only.
say me all kinds of things, made me cry until very sad.
then say JOKING?
it really feels bad, i am nto going to care about this guy anymore.
a bad guy.

-Xiaowei

2:51 AM