can't wait to tell you guys smthing.
ya, back to 1 square.
weiwei n my bro cell leader bring us together loh.
then talk.
then shake hands -.- so paiseh.. but worth it. for God.
its really hard for me to take away my pride and fear to touch his hand.
in every moment that i needed changes, when i need to adjust, God speak through weiwei.
every moment that i face situation where by i am not comfortable in, God comfort me.
He give me the strength to do it.
the courage to talk to Him.
He reminded me about how much love he have give, how much more he has suffered, how much more He have to forgive.
everything He has done is much much more than what i am facing.
and you know what?
we end with a prayer and i didn't know what i was praying!
Hmm.. as in, i didn't prepare all these to pray for.
it just, just say it out like that.
and it took like 1-2minute to end...
weiwei was amazed by how i pray x)

last week, God spoke to me.
to forgive my borther, to forget about the past.
i have to adjust my life, my relationship with my bro...
so that i can participate in his work.
ADJUST!

for PAST FEW weeks i have been asking God for a God-sized assignment
I open my ears to listen, but God didn't speak.
God show me only YouthImpact.
Then he tell me to adjust my life.
i am sure He is giving me steps already!

-Xiaowei
He show me YouthImpact.
i don't know why, then i pray for it.

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