yeah! i cut my hair on friday..
very nice worh!! x)

ytd was told to sleep early..
and i woke up @ 7am today..
abit weird today, cause Jayme never come to cafe with us.
usually me Jayme n dawn wait for the bus together,
but today only dawn n i waiting.
seriously, i am not so close n open with Dawn lah.
cause last time i don't really like her..
so, now not very close loh.
but i really want to know her more leh x)
just paiseh to ask.
siting beside her also not quite much to say lah.
she keep askin me questions.. -.-
Mmm ya, today i wear black jeans and.. forgot what shirt liao -.-
ya, didn't wear my blue jeans cause God call me to wear on sat.
so, no choice loh.
actually i don't really like the black jeans lah, always drop de T.T
for the past few weeks i have been askin God what to wear whenever i go out.
i did obey what He say lah, but i doubt. haha.
cause what God choose very ugly leh.. but, i promised God that i will obey Him!! and this might be a test for me. =)
i don't care what people say or what, cause its only for a moment, but what pleases God pleases Him forever.

reached cafe, -.- we are late!!
we didn't get to pray together loh.
ah! James got come x) haha.
mm.. what am i doing? -.-

i think i very systematic leh...
everything must do according de -.-
like what and how i do things in the past few weeks in cafe, i will do it today, the same way.. and people would say, don't need like that de waht -.-
i very worried.
then when ppl do the other way, i would tell them to do my way -.-
i thought i am correct ma, cause last week other people also liek that.
but after that evry paiseh..
i am not really that hungry lah..
why whenever i do cafe, ppl will keep callin me to eateateat derhs?
haha, i know they care for me lah..
but i am not really hungry lah, thanks!
i love my job today!!
except i keep dropping the chicken wings. duh!
tim. and i very busy putting to chickens nuggets n fishballs in the warmer.
i keep getting burnt!
then tim. always give me the job to arrange.
but in the end he also help me lah.
dawn serve noodles!!
then tim, dawn n i keep debatin at each other.
that black noodles is mian what!!tim n dawn say is mifen -.-

then after cafe,
Julian, dawn n i go to orchard.
we go back n bathe and get change.
today's theme is black.
so i wear my winnie the pooh shrit n short pants, with julian's slippers.
then go to julian house.
she get $50 dollars then we go out liao.
wa!! my card no money liao lah!! then she say from her house can reach orchard, but actually cnt loh.. -.-
make me worried sia.
then we go bukit panjang, top up then take bus to orchard.
we go take neoprint.. then eat loh.
wa, julian realy buy alot of thing leh.
then i ask her, if you have $1000, will you use everything to buy food?
at 1st she say yes, but later she say she would spen $600 on food -.-
woah!!

if i got $1000, i would giv 10% to God, then save for mission trip!!
i reallt want to go loh..
very worried leh.. no money.
i am saving liao.
but my mum say even if i save until next year, also not enough.
oh ya! can go work mah!! june holidays??
i think my mum will give me some money to use ba..

then after that, yubin ask me if i left 1 mth to live what will i do?
i panic sia!!! i don't know what yubin is going to do loh..
then i go ask weiwei..
she say just answer her loh.
i very woried, then i shout at dawn leh..
very sad. haix.
and when i say sorry, dawn forgot i shout at her le -.-
but in the end found out yubin might go to hospital lah.
nearly make me crazy.

-Xiaowei

9:45 PM