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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
i care, i care, i care.
i love, love, love you.
i love you too much.
i care too much.
i can't express it well, i am sorry.
i don't know what to do, i don't know what to say.
in my heart, you're still a person whom cannot leave me.
sorry for treating you like an enemy.
i don't want quarrels anymore.

when you're 'missing', i don't know how to explain.
its like a missing heart to me.
where are you?
i am scared.
i don't know what to do, but pray.
i pray only that i could see you agian.
agian, today.
you came..
i don't know how to thank God.
i didn't talk to you.
i cried.
i always hid my feelings, i am sorry.

you didn't feel it, i know.
you didn't see it, i know.

don't go away, don't run away.
didn't we promise to run the race together?
didn't we promise to stay forever?
didn't we promise to be together?

where are you?

you changed.
i still love you.
i want the Jayme like before.
the Jayme who so passionate for God,
the Jayme that encourage me.
the Jayme that bring laughter to me.
the Jayme who accompany me.
the Jayme that talks to me.
the jayme who will be by my side.

sorry, i don't know how to express myself.
but just cry.

-Xiaowei


3:12 AM

WEI

The happiness of life is made up of minute fractions—the little soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look, a heartfelt compliment in the disguise of a playful raillery, and the countless other infinitessimals of pleasurable thought and genial feeling.