morning wake up, go brush teeth.
then walk back to my room to take uniform,
i saw mum watching the television at the living room!
i didn't saw her when i am walking to the toliet =.=
and there were rice and curry puff on the table =)
mum took some rice for me and i pack 1 curry puff to school.
see, GOD PROVIDE AGIAN!

while bathing, i talk to God.
about ytd's qt, i keep thinking about it.
how to answer someone's question.
and i tell God i will try to share today.

reached school,
shock to see only liyuan lying at the table.
Jayme was late? x)
i talk to liyuan, stanley came...
i ask stanley to share his week.
and he told me about his qt.
then i starting telling them about mine.
and i flip to my ytd's qt.
told them what happened ytd.
then liyuan also share to me about that chapter.

Jayme came when the bell rang.
i end with prayer...

reached class,
haiz, the same feeling.
sian! another day..
i can't wait for june to come..
today we have a workshop about leadership.
gonna share ti to cell =)

recess, ate my curry puff.
back to class,
i ask ChunJie about what he read in the magazine.
if He want to receive Jesus into his life.
He seems to be listening and thinking,
but i have no words.
i keep repeating my words...
i find it hard to talk to him.
maybe, i use my own knowledge...
God, you give me words.

while my class is playing games,
i very sian.
then later someone knock me.
very pain! but i didn't say anything.
forgiven.

i walk out of my classroom and sit at a corner,
where i can see clouds and block 210.
i keep looking at the trees, the cloud.
i love it.
its like i am so blessed.
wind came.
i have comfort.
a feeling of being encouraged.
i know its God =)

i always feel sad,
crying or stoning in class.
don't even want to look at them sometimes.
hate those words.
but, God encouraged me.
He is there, He is behind.
none can be agianst us if God is there.
i can do it.
God keep giving me the feeling that He is there.
forever there for me.

i walk back to the class room,
sit beside the window and stare at the sky agian.
telling God how hard to share to friends,
how sad i am when i see all my friends like that.
crying and crying.
then jialing came and ask me if i am ok.
she saw my tears.. she knew i cried.
she walk away...
then i join them sitting on the floor.

rearranged our chairs and tables.
stand at weihong's seat, which is near e window.
started to worship God.
then sean came and talk to me.
he lift up the chair and with 4 legs facing me.
i call him to put it down,
but he tried to push me with it.
the thoughts came...
WEIHONG...
facing the window,
remember how weihong treat me.
i tell God how i feel,
thank Him for letting be over.
and for today, we two are close friends =)
i cried, agian.

the whole day, i didn't talk much.
i didn't smile much,
weihong managed to make me laugh. =)

-Xiaowei

11:58 PM