ytd really very panic.
i don't know what to do sia.
want to sleep also cnt T.T
then talk to xinlong.
and that time was like aready 2am le..
and my door is locked.
no way can i go in except God make it open.

i was like keep praying n praying.
i am so tired!!
i ask God what He is trying to teach me.
and i still can't figure out.
i called xinlong and we chitchat loh.
then he prayed for me =)
thanks bro.. hehe.
then he call me to sleep -.-
i don't know how!! argh.
smore tml uniform how?
rubber band? socks? comb? tie?
then later i didn't think too much about this,
cause i know God will provide.
last night, i slept on the floor!
i cnt really sleep and was half sleepin half awake.

guess what?
today morning i wore my uniform w/o tie.
tie my hair w/o comb with a (will snap anytime) rubber band.
a half dry socks with only bread in my pocket.
=.= really very sad right?
gone to prayer meetin on time and my rubber band snap!
arrrrr!! i hold it till i reach class n let it go.
woa, teacher nv catch me cause front view look like short hair.
then i was like askin every girl for extra rubber band..
Mmm. my class only got like 9 girls, today 1 absent.
not much girls to ask.
but regine gave me one =)
see, God provide..
ohya, i also walkin around the sch w/o my tie.
i will get caught anytime..
i asked for tie everywhere.
vickie manage to have =)
GOD PROVIDE!!

after all this, i asked God agian.
what you want me to lean from this God?
and He told me..
'i will help you in what ever is happening,
but you must have faith in me that it will be done.
prepare any moment for adjustment.
and when i the end time is coming,
you will face more of this kind.'

i really did have faith in God that He will provide
and He did!
i know this is another problem to me,
i know God want to see how much faith i have.
even when sleeping in the dark living room,
i fear nothing. =)

God is the one who provide me everything.
He is the one who protects me,
He give me comfort.

ytd, in my quiet time, God tell me to have hope in Jesus.
and ytd's situation was like no hope liao,
but did hope for something to happen.
i know its God.

you see, God can speak to us, everyone!
when God speaks, you listen.
and remember and do it as was told.
Reading the bible is also another way to know what God wants to tell you.
so, read the bible today!!
God wants to speaks to you any moment!!
and things will start to change...

-Xiaowei

10:05 PM