have you ever feel left out?
so, whats the feeling like?
not really nice right?

or its our fault that we didn't talk to the group?

ok, if you go out with a group,
you would have to wait there and do NOTHING.
while others are talking, laughing and playing..

*******

so what if you have friends to go out with?
have jokers to make you laugh?
friends that are so sensitive who always talk to you?

there is no trust.
are you faithful?

when ever i tell you something,
its like i am giving you a vase, telling you to keep it.
another second, you take the vase and throw it on the floor.

a promise.
once you broke a promise, its like you're throwing the vase on the floor.
yes, you can glue it back, i will forgive you.
but the cracks will still be there, forever.
sometimes, even some small pieces cannot be glue back.
a broken trust.

don't you feel weird when you can't trust people like..
your besties, your boyfriend, your husband, your bestfriend, your parents?
the ones that you love so much, the ones that is really into your life.

its a lie to me.

-Xiaowei

5:31 AM