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Friday, June 22, 2007
i want to hug him.
i want to kiss him.
i want to play with him.
i want to talk to him.
i want to hold his hands.
i want him to smile.
i want him to feel loved.
i want him to be happy.
i want him to enjoy.
i want him to be blessed.
i want him to be filled with joy for this moment.
i want him back to daddy...

i always say that his love for me is not how i want to be loved.
i always say he is forcing me.
i always say his love is for something.
i always say he didn't care for me.

but what did i do for him?
i did nothing.

keep receiving, no giving.

i know he loves me and i love him too..
its just how to express it.

missunderstandings.

what can i do now?
its over, no turning back.

even when i want to ask something simple,
i don't know how to open my mouth.
it took me weeks to have the courage.
crying and blaming myself.

cry?
I ONLY KNOW HOW TO CRY!

seriously i don't know what to do.
i want to help.

-Xiaowei


5:20 AM

WEI

The happiness of life is made up of minute fractions—the little soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look, a heartfelt compliment in the disguise of a playful raillery, and the countless other infinitessimals of pleasurable thought and genial feeling.