Sunday, June 10, 2007
mixed feelings.
i really don't know what is going on...
keep crying and crying for hours...
my parents are back.
don't know how to say.
abit sad,
abit happy,
abit crazy.
stay in my room for hours and hours..
i am really very tired.
tired of so much, so much things.
told God just now...
i shouldn't put hope in humans.
i am always feel bad in the end.
Jesus is my only hope.
at least i know there is one person out there cares.
cares more than i do.
who love me so much.
who won't leave me no matter what.
who will hug me when i am crying.
who will hold me when i am tired.
who will hold my hand and accompany me throughout anything.
who will..
who can...
its more than i can type out.
i am so tired,
but i gave God everything.
-Xiaowei
11:40 PM