Today qt, God spoke to me like usual.
then i start to sing worship song, i don't know why.
just feel like expressing myself.
i really do love God.

i don't want to be the seed that don't have roots.
i don't want to disown Jesus.
He is my saviour, my hero.

Weiwei ask a question and i seriously think about it.
i will doubt before answering, cry before answering..
i will say it very softly, hoping he will not hear me.
am i ashame of Jesus?
and i willing to say He is God in this situation?
i will be struggling...
why? why would i do that?
i am gonna change, gonna be strong, gonna have deep roots.

yes, this is the weeds i have to pull out.
I prefer to suffer for what i believe in.
yes, people will say i am a fool.
but its just for a moment, not forever.
i know He is true, i know the truth.

treasures that i have found.
the truth.
the talents.
the knowledge.
the blessings.
the love, hope, joy and grace.
all these that i have found...
i don't want anything else, but the treasures that is for me.
the heaven that is waiting for me, the daddy that love me.

everyone, there is a treasure waiting for you.
if you seek, you will find.
if you want, God will give you.
and it will be the best treasure ever...
everyone have their own treasure to find.
it is already there for you.

you might have found some treasure, but not all.
keep finding..!!
God have more than that to give you..!

-Xiaowei

11:59 PM