too tired yesterday.
walk home alone and its scary.
and its like 11pm+

when will be a day i will have someone who i can rely on?
someone who will walk home with me everyday?
my adam.

use the hellokitty alarm that my mum bought.
its the 2nd time i am using it.
1st time very good =)
and today i was late because the alarm doesn't work!
really very scared.
the responsible i have to take.
being late is not a good thing for me.
can't think how munkit can survive.
wake up at 7.45am, call weiwei and say i will be late.
really am sorry that i am late.
SORRY!

laksa haven't prepare.
fishballs haven't prepare.
quite a mess for me when i reach.

can't wait for ken to come.. haha.
but can don't think too much?
i don't want to lose another friendship.
zouyou, lost one.

ken came and i... ...
forget it. its so... x)

BIBLE!!!!
weiwei call me meet him up, how?
i don't think i want to do that lah.. Mmm..
i don't dare to.

even if i am tired, i will still serve God..

*******

bible study helps me alot. =)
although weiwei ask us about our love lan b4, but now is really into it.
telling us how to do to this person and whatsoever.

i give because of love.
because of trust.
because you're mine, my body.
and its only for you alone.

*******

when weiwei say i look like xiaojie, haiz.
wenrou? i very chulu one cans..
i am not so lady like and i don't look like some korean girl!
samsoon? haha
i don't mind you calling me kohba or something like bigfatuglybeast.
or things that doesn't sound nice..
just don't say things that i am not.
& sien's friend say i am very friendly, cute and pretty.
I AM NOT PRETTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and wx say i am =.=
i am not, i am not.
and today that gracie? met in cafe de.
keep looking into my eyes.
there is a time i look back and ask, what?
she say my eyes looks very nice..
you mean my panda eyes? lol. its so ugly cans.

i don't need all the words.
i don't need all of these.

i want the attention inside,
not outside.

-Xiaowei

6:25 AM