watch tv, sleep, watch tv sleep
and it goes on and on..
sometimes i just think i have better things to do than this..
pray? ya! pray!
i may be sian or what, but a simple prayer,
it might change people's life!
so, why not?!

today didn't get to use the com, until NOW!
my big brother use it throughout the whole day! =.=
actually, i didn't mind..
but, its just too boring..

there is this thing call 'i shouldn't be alive'
and its a true story..
watch it and thank God. cried..
God is so, awesome..
just ask for it and you will get!..
everything went so wrong and no chance they can survive.
but the father call for God and immediately he saw people coming!
good one..
its like, they have been in a mountain for 10days?
w/o anything, except clothing..
and its, COLD~
they have frost bite? spelling correct?
i remember ken telling me about that.
...

hmm, just sorry about ytd.
abit affected by something.
didn't blame anyone,
but its my own way of thinking.

almost! i almost gave in to satan's lie,
but i told God i won't,
i won't do that..
ok, you guys don't need to know what happened...

when my dad reach homw,
he prepare crabs for us!
i soso love his cooking man.. x)
thank God for the crabs.

guess how long i take to finish one crab?
almost 2h =.=
from the time when its cooked until my mum finish her dinner.
er. x)

got a call from stephanie..
half way through, cried.
i can't help it.
its my fault too anyway.
making him to think that way..
all the things i said,
i didn't think that way,
but i just want him to feel bad.
and make my feel good too.
i am very sad..
i feel very bad about how i treat him.
ok, its over.
its the past after all..

i want him back, badly.
i am gonna pray and pray.
encourage him.. =)

i want him to be like once,
who keep inviting his friends to chruch.
keep asking, the attitude.
the hungry for God, when i saw him p&w.
T.T

God, bring him back..

-Xiaowei

9:00 PM