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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
if you don't care about me,
don't say you care just for the sake of making me happy
or trying to show everyone how good you are.

please let me go.
stop lying to me!!
go away.

leave me please.
out of my sight.

i don't mind if you don't care,
but don't lie to me.
as if you really do.
you make me feel so bad after all.

don't make me love you and leave me.
i want it to be true.
its so hard for me to lose something.
something i like.

maybe i should stop saying no to new things.
maybe i should say no when i am over-giving.
maybe i should stand firm and make a stand.
maybe i should not be too possessive, give them space.

-Xiaowei


1:16 AM

WEI

The happiness of life is made up of minute fractions—the little soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look, a heartfelt compliment in the disguise of a playful raillery, and the countless other infinitessimals of pleasurable thought and genial feeling.