Sunday, August 19, 2007
i said that because i am angry.
i am sorry, i know it affects you girls.
i didn't put you girls before me, i am self-centered.
decided to take bus to wm alone,
while julian n jayme take mrt to wm.
i didn't want to waste my mother's money.
i waited for almost 30 minutes.
i can't see the numbers on the bus that i have to ask for help.
being alone is not a good idea.
i thought i can, but i can't.
keep thinking about my mum and dad.
i couldn't stop thinking of them.
i want to go home.
i can't wait to see them.
but i can't, i promised jayme accompany her.
reached wm, realise that i am doing something so stupid.
jayme have julian, who will accompany her.
which she don't need me that much.
my purpose to accompany jayme to wm is not to let her be alone.
and now, i no longer need to stay there...
i want to go home!!
i am quite sad, when i have wasting my time.
and i have to walk back to home...
-Xiaowei
5:40 AM