Thursday, August 02, 2007
seeing cell group members like this makes me feel so sad.
it suppose to be a discouragement for me, but lets change it to a strength.
who will want to see cell group members having spiritual attacks?
any moment, like a plant in rocky areas, just gone like that.
keep allowing lies to control you and what you feel.
i am also worried about my disciple.
my spiritual life is so up down, i wouldn't want to affect my disciple too...
i am gonna start changing now, maybe things will start changing too.
how?
who am i to blame?
me for now knowing what to do in every problems.
don't know what to say when people come and flushing problems to me.
i wanted to tell someone, maybe sister wanping.
i can't just stay there see someone die and attend the funeral right?
i should help..
God will take control of it, He will.
Its just what they choose to head to..
i don't want to lose another soul.
-Xiaowei
10:42 PM