Thursday, August 23, 2007
yeah, God was right =)
thank God.
ytd ask&pray a lot of things during my qt.
& God really show me..
its so amazing lah.
it really happened!
1st, don't eat e food of a selfish man.
today half of the class was HE & i go the the 'kitchen' to wait for jl.
my friends was like wanting to throw the muffins.
then i say i want to eat.
but in the end also, don't want lah. lol.
2nd, discipline to save him(disciples/child) from soul from death.
nothing happened yet.
but i know tt something will surely happened.
either jayme or malcome or cellgroup members.
and i am meeting malcome, ww for follow up, so.. see loh.
& today jayme is going to stay over at my house =)
3rd, speak what is right.
today, i controlled myself not to speak too much.
cause i will speak the wrong things & end up to quarrel or smthing.
nowadays i keep talking & making troubles lah.
so, i am trying to be careful now.
God remind me agian.. =)
4th, do not let your heart envy sinner.
sometimes i will see how people get friends by sinning.
& they really succeed man. haha.
its so easy, but i am not going to do it =.=
cause now that i know God, i know when i sin, i will not have that close relationship agian.
i have what they don't have, envy for?
they are suffering =)
5th, there is still hope
today jl also ignore me..
then cried. (everything also cry..) =.=
i cry because i am sad.
i thought jl will be slightly different than others,
but i know i still can't put hope on people.
its also quite better this way.
i can rely on God more & strengthens my faith.
i can save my money for not going to recess.
i can have more time to read books & bible during free period/recess.
i don't need to accompany them to anywhere anymore.
i will not be tempted in things they did wrong.
i will not follow their way.
BE POSITIVE =D
6th, keep your heart on the right path
although abit confused.
& wanting to know what is going on to me.
what will happen?
distractions? i will be careful.
7th, don't follow the sinner's path
have i been following?
or just a reminder?
got back my history test..
i got 27/40, which is b3?
-Xiaowei
10:09 PM