YI CAMP'07 =D

FUN FUN FUN.
1st day wet games le =.=
very erxin lah.
but i still tried! yeah.

i couldn't sleep AT ALL the 1st day.
torture to me.
my whole body was in pain..
too cold cans..
i was under the fan + air-con.
i sit on the bed till wake up time.
(i am too lazy to off e fan)

God really changed my life through this camp.
He speaks right into my heart.
also, a lot of things happened.

this is my 1st time serving in camps.
and i was in cafe.
we have to sort out the food by tribe.
and make sure its the correct amount.
also to ensure the cleanliness of the canteen...

there is quite a few time i feel very disappointed n angry.
almost all the tribe gone even when they know they should clear up.
at that moment, i just feel like giving up. stop leading.
i can't stop thinking why they can leave something behind and just go.
very disappointed.
i really thank cg that they stayed and help.
or i have to clear everything myself.

"Why i cannot do myself?"
Ade: I don't want u to do everything. If the people there don't even know that they should keep e canteen clean, then don't' ever think of living for Jesus. What impression will they give to the school? I don't want them to build this habit in yi camp also... (something like tt...)

yeah. and i don't know i have repeated how many times
"please stack the empty containers and put all the lefts into one"
very irritating, why people just don't want to listen =.=

ok, i am complaining...
i just don't understand lah!

and because of this situation, i let my emotions out to my cg members.
after that, during sermon..
i am so disappointed with myself, why i choose to let it out.
i am so sad. feel so bad.
i want to train myself to becoming more like Jesus.
and yet i let it out because of this small problem.
i am distracted. head pain. uncomfortable..

might not going to continue.

-Xiaowei

11:58 PM