'Crazy about God' - BaoKun
=) yes, someone said that.
and i am not unhappy about that, just because someone say i am crazy.
i am happy! and i really thank God for that,
because i prayed that i will be a good testimony among my friends and family,
and this is some how an encouragement for me.

This week is totally awesome!!

last time, i prayed that i will not think too much,
because i realise that when i think,
i will tend to keep quiet and end up leaving myself or people up.
but when i reflect, i am always doing the things w/o thinking.
I prayed for my mind to be ever thinking again xD ahha
and recently, i learned that by knowing knowledge is not enough,
we have to believe, and when you have the right thoughts, you will do the right things.
I prayed also for my thoughts be ever changing to what is the truth.


God answered my prayers this week,
like weiwei always said, God is working around you every second,
but the problem is whether you recognise it a not...
i always wanted God presence to be with me every single moment.
and this week, i really felt that God has changed me.

When i am studying in school, i keep thinking about my results.
and i regretted not studying HARD ENOUGH to get to 3E5.
I know that everyone can go to 3E5, whether they want a not.
God also allow me to have time and opportunities to spend time with my friends.
It is really helpful, as we really talk about everything. =)
During speech day, i was so excited!
i told choonhui and thweeni that i am very very excited.
because my olevel exam is coming..
'还有两年，excited for what?' thweeni
'she siao liao' choonhui
and when they got the prizes, i was so happy,
as if i am the one getting the prize. xD
when the teachers get their long service award,
i nearly cried, holding my tears...
i have this family feeling.. and they are not my teachers! =.=
after speech day, i decided many things.

1) I am going to get prize during speech day
2) I am going to top in my class
3) I am going to perform and live my dreams
4) I am going back to choir
5) I want tuition

i don't know whether i can do all that i have said,
but i will do my best and let God do the rest.
even if i didn't get it, i will still praise God =D

i started to love my subjects and coming to school.
I AM GONNA CONQUER OLEVELS!

-Xiaowei

3:31 AM