today Mr tan suppose to meet my dad.
but he did not turn up...
i go up and down looking for him.
In the end, my dad gone for work.
i feel so sad, i want my dad to meet Mr tan.
I went back to the com lab and continue to the financial course.
i almost cried out man!
and at that moment i don't know what to do.
my computer just don't work and i can't sign in.
asked my friend and even the teacher!
and nobody came to help,
they just promised and forget it, or even ignore me.
insensitive.

so disappointed, when i saw Mr Tan,
i told him my dad has gone to work.
my voice changed and almost cried.

After school, i went to look for him.
he called my dad and told him about me.
i actually wanted to hear him saying to my dad personally.
but, it was okay.. never mind.

i told my brother about my results last night.
same as my father, they don't encourages you.
'no pure science means stupid'
this is what he say... i was so irritated.
i wanted to go into pure science..!!

Peggy was at my house just now.
and i asked her quite a number of questions.
i know many of you don't like her right?
but, when you spend time with her,
she is sweet, she is good and nice. =)
i was quite straight forward to her about her habits.
yep, truth hurts, but you have to overcome it.

i don't know what my dad will think of me now,
i really hope he will like encourage me?
or say something nice...

today miss toh gave out the model student award.
choon hui got the award..
i want the award too.. because i want to be a model student
i want to be a good student, like very good.
but i am not going to be teacher's pet.
neither do i want to have two faces.

June holidays is coming, i will miss school.
and, my friends too..
every time when it reaches holiday,
i will keep looking,
hoping to remember his face.
don't ask.

should i work, or what? will my holidays be boring?
i have sign up to i think 4 courses in school,
so i think it will be fun.
i think i should work, so that i can start spending on my list.
also to learn some music.

i am so excited now, Sunday is coming..
today during break, i sing in front of farah n joyce.
they judge me and helped me. SING LOUDER!

-Xiaowei

11:50 PM