yeah! i am back to blog! =)
i am still busy, doing the product design with YH.
i just came back home from her house. hehe.
my mum doesn't allow me to stay over, as usual.

I love the feeling in her house,
its like, so 'home'. i can feel it.
hm.. her family is christian and i can feel the love!
that's the main point! =)
i like it so much and i really hope God will bless them.
if God can make this family loving one another, He can made mine too.
ate dinner at her house.. wahaha!
there is so much food! xD i love it. (i am very full)

i thought i will be very tired, so i prayed, haha!
i tell you, PRAYED IS THE BEST THING YOU CAN DO!
and even after cafe and back from yenhui's house,
i don't very tired. like, not as tired. hehe
I have a God who answers prayers!

'hi', kang started to chat with me through msn.
the moment i see his name, i think of my crush.
ok, for you info. i saw him yesterday.
and he was holding a cigarette. =.=
wa, i was actually smiling at him, but it changed to a sian diao look.
i am irritated by the thing that is on his hand.

ok, wait. why do i have a crush, yet i am always the one telling people bgr don't last?
haha, weird right? xD
when you have a crush, or someone you like,
you will also wish that he is your boyfriend.
and when you have a boyfriend, means you have bgr.
for me, i have a crush and i also wish that he is my bf,
(its normal kay, I AM GROWING UP!)
but i know what will happen if i have bgr, haha
its just like, you want to do something, but you know its bad for you.
so, the desire is there, i can say everyone have that.
but i tell you, God is above all, if something might pull me away from Him,
i don't want to take a risk, He is more impt. =)
ok, enough of all the crap. lets go back to the main point. haha

i seriously hate the habit of smoking.
i grew up in an environment where i will breath in smoke everyday.
and i really really really dislike people smoking.
its like, argh! why?
first, WASTE MONEY!
'i got money what? its nothing...'
yes, you pay to die.
second, BAD BREATH!
haha, if you are the clean clean type,
don't ever try smoking, it spoils everything.
third, BAD FOR HEALTH!
seriously, people who smoking don't really love them self.
giving in the addiction and kill your body.
hey, wake up lah!

i am angry, because this little small stick is always with my parents.
they are everywhere, killing people.
this is really the worst invention.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

go away from my parents!
go away from my friends!
go away from my brothers and sisters!
siam la, haha!

and, for your infomation.
i found out that the person was not my crush!
haha, but i still feel angry la.

-Xiaowei

6:11 AM