Dajie is going to get married! haha.
everyone was excited, i am very very excited!
xD hehe..
the 'jiemeis' meet on monday for meeting..
we went to bugis to shop for our sundress,
unfortunately, we couldn't find the sundress that dajie describe.
i didn't know mehm mehm was coming man, haha!
went to tcc for a break...
i love going out with the jiemeis,
i feel that my rls with them grew closer when i open myself to them.
i am always very quiet when i go to my dad's family...

we decided on white dress, with any pattern.
we must be covered in front, back and shoulders.
its a christian wedding =) yeah!
what i cannot wait for is to see all the mumbo people, haha
jianshun, lol. i am still guity of hurting him.. argh.

ok, back to school =.=
i am still excited for school..!
i told mum the 5 stones thingy.. haha
& mrtan call me to prepare something to say to class on wed.
i didn't really prepare.. i just called wei and told mum.
mum told me not take other people's word into heart,
cause they don't really mean it..
just smile and know that someday they will know that they are in a wrong.
and if i am in the wrong, listen to the things they say and change.

i want to be confident, and i made it.
haha, i talk well and i feel comfortable...
my class have been volunteering me for a lot of things nowadays.
and i am glad that i can have chance to try out these things.
i can train my public speaking =)
also, to let me experience different situation in from of many people.
the talking session went out smoothly and i was not afraid.

people who usually talks to me and partners me are gone.
nobody dare to partner me, because of the rejection.
well done guys, for making me lonely again.
i love loneliness in the past, but not now.. wrong timing.
but if i have to, i don't mind.. cause God is with me.
and i don't need fake friends. =)

however, after 2 weeks or so, when things are getting better..
they came back.. =.=
they don't look at me with weird faces and avoid me again.
they came back to me, as if they are normal.
i am so disgusted!

my band is not well-organised.
they were just lost! iyo..
its very irritating when they can't meet,
people don't want to practice on their own and some MIA..
next wed is the audi le, harris and kaisheng decided to do the job w/o e band.
i won't tell you what i am singing, just listen if i got into e audi..
i don't want to be selfish, so i ask joyce along.
i know she loves to perform too, i want to seize this chance with her.
i have my dream, but she have the same dream, haha =)

sermon was talking about the 8th commandment - do not steal.
and pastor talk about cyber bulling.. lol.
it was so direct, he even say.. 'even the whole class went to the person blog to bully'
wei was like tapping me, 'eh, you leh..'
i was laughing, thinking how pastor know about it.
i thought wei told him know.. but not.
maybe my pastor say it, but maybe its other people's case.

i learn not to steal people reputation by gossiping,
not to steal people's hardwork by copying their work,
not to steal people's money by slacking during work.
i will do it.

i am currently very broke, than usual, because i bought a watch..
i do manicure on my dad on friday know?! haha.
his fingernails were dirty and dull..
after the manicure, he was smilling, haha!
its shining now.. lol.
i don't have time on myself..
i decided to do it before the wedding, yeah!
and i will be having french nails!! =)
(manicure for dad is w/o polish)

went to joy's mum wake on sat..
i love to go to wakes, because i love to be with my family.
i love it when my family gathers with all my relatives friends.
but not when a person dies...
i didn't know who was joy until i went there..
i know the person and face, but not the name xD

she was the one that cause me to fall when climbing bt hill, haha
she still remembers it.. yarhs!
she didn't mean it actually.. she was actually encouraging me..
she touch me and encourage me to climb..
hm, if you know me.. i don't like people to touch me.
'don't touch me please..' i told her.. being very patient..
i think i repeated this for 5 times..
i was getting more irritating, trying to avoid her,
in the process, i fall.. lol

wei treat my breakfast today.
i ate 2 bananas ytd and 2 today =)
i love it, haha!
dad bought home one twins banana.
its stick together and its very very long!
very thick too.. like.. when your thumb touches your index.
i think its organic, my family likes it.

my parents went for a movie! haha.
finally, they have time together..
my dad is always busy..
ohya, he went to istana for national day dinner and he saw dajie!!
i didn't know dajie was a grassroots leader!! haha.
wow, amazing.. xD dajie leh..

Dad: 'Eat that for dinner okay' (trying to test his luck)
Hellokitty: 'i am not going to eat hakka leicha for dinner, i am not hungry..' (irritated)
Dad: 'hm.. really? you ate before you came home?' (try another time to please me)
HK: 'no! i ate 2 bananas, not hungry..'
Dad: 'ok, you guaiguai stay at home, i will buy something back for you..'

haha! my dad knows me..
he knows i am not very happy about staying at home alone..
he also knows i don't like hakka leicha.. haha!
my maid was on leave!! argh.. means no service for me..
i have to do everything myself.. lol (except for dishes)

SINGAPORE!!! jiayou.. hehe.
i am so excited for the table tennis match..
and on 7.30pm there will be another one..!
my 2 brothers are from table tennis,
so, i am open with these games when i was young.
i will challenge my brothers and dad.

ok, gtg to practice my song lo..!

-Xiaowei

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