Wednesday, September 24, 2008
JAYME, WHY DIDNT YOU TAG WHEN YOU COME MY BLOG?
(this is how i usually start a quarrel with her) haha!
anyway, that's not the point today.
i wanna talk about me today =.=
whats wrong with me?
i realise that i am not a friendly person.. haha!
okay, maybe not to Church friends, cause they are awesome!
hm, after the incident, i started to close myself from others.
i don't really talk to my classmates anymore.
even carol, now.
i find it hard to talk to others, and even avoid eye contact.
this can be unfriendly, not being respectful and self-centered.
hey, i am trying to be real with me now.
today was mother tongue EOY.
friendly and hyper Chelsea tried to wish me good luck.
she put her hand in front of me and wait for my reaction.
i said something really nasty to her.. aww.
i feel really bad afterwards.
ask her if you want to know more.. =)
iya, its the same situation every year, haha
i try to be me, and then give up expressing myself after a while.
i also notice that i treat everything very seriously with my class,
but really go hyper with my church friends =D
ohya, today was quite irritated with someone.
that person was so unfair. ok, its not my parents.
my parents are always fair! xD
i don't like when things are unfair.
in the same way,
i dislike being with someone and get treated differently.
like if my best friend is Boa (a Japanese singer), people will treat me differently,
as compared to my best friend being a normal person. RIGHT?
that's why i don't like people who make popular people their ONLY friends.
i always think that everyone should live a fair life.
i don't care you are the teacher, kid in childcare, my mum, or the pastor or anybody.
i will be myself in treating you fairly.
but it does not mean that i will not respect my parents.
iya, you know what i mean? like not being another person
hm.. actually.. there is a very weird me inside me. haha
how to say..
i dislike to give attention to attention seeker
or people who have attention from a lot of people.
cause, i think they should have enough attention.
i will try to talk to people who are rejected,
lonely, or not being noticed by anyone.
cause i think that they deserve the same attention as any human.
caution!
if you want me to accompany you for something,
please don't call along anybody else.
i will think that you are wasting my time when
someone is there to be with you.
don't tell me you need both's accompany.
i accompany you cause i thought you were alone.
if you are not alone, don't think about calling me. =)
caution!
don't call me out just for fun.
call me follow you around, while you talk with your friends.
or even sit beside you doing nothing.
i will just stone there, just for the sake of presence.
seriously, i feel very tortured inside. (if you eva want to know how i feel)
my time can be spend with other people who will appreciate more.
hm, just want to let you know a little more about me.
maybe, how i really feel when i do certain actions.
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i go to library today! again =)
i went to library often now and i love it!
i borrowed 'why is yawning contagious?'.. its the book i wanted since last month!
i keep going back to the library to search for it.
i didn't search w/o brains lah.. i used the computer. =.=
it was always on loan.. i didn't give up.. and yeah! found it!
why are some babie yellow?
does anything eat facial hair?
do man have one rib fawer than women?
can kissing help to prevent tooth decay?
do women have more fats cells than men?
everything is inside the book!!!
i also went to send some letter to my 4 penpals in japan!
i will be going over to japan soon! woot! winter!! =)
hopefully, someone nice will be my partner... haiz.
i am telling them that i will be calling them when i reach there.
it cost like $1.10 per stamp and i send 3.
amaths remedial after school, till 3pm.
i was struggling with my time.
went to library to continue my book there,
hopefully i can finish reading and search for the next book.
saw daisy and huiwen there! yeah.. haha
we have a great time talking and eating crackers.
which cost like 50c and $2
-----
during pe on tues, i finally told 'cher that i want 2.4 run.
and i did it. i am suppose to run 10 rounds around the field..
but after the 6th round, the guys call me to play soccer with them.
then thweeni and cas join in, followed by huda and chels. =D
it was fun for the girls, but i don't think the guys feel the same.
its quite an experience for me to play soccer in such a big field.
i play soccer in class, street soccer court, corridors, home and badminton court.
but not in a field... the goal post is really really really big.
though i am big in size, i cannot really defend well. (its skills lah deh)
after the game, i can see that all the girls have red faces.haha
i think we are not really use to it ba.
my body was in pain for two days!
-Xiaowei
(this is how i usually start a quarrel with her) haha!
anyway, that's not the point today.
i wanna talk about me today =.=
whats wrong with me?
i realise that i am not a friendly person.. haha!
okay, maybe not to Church friends, cause they are awesome!
hm, after the incident, i started to close myself from others.
i don't really talk to my classmates anymore.
even carol, now.
i find it hard to talk to others, and even avoid eye contact.
this can be unfriendly, not being respectful and self-centered.
hey, i am trying to be real with me now.
today was mother tongue EOY.
friendly and hyper Chelsea tried to wish me good luck.
she put her hand in front of me and wait for my reaction.
i said something really nasty to her.. aww.
i feel really bad afterwards.
ask her if you want to know more.. =)
iya, its the same situation every year, haha
i try to be me, and then give up expressing myself after a while.
i also notice that i treat everything very seriously with my class,
but really go hyper with my church friends =D
ohya, today was quite irritated with someone.
that person was so unfair. ok, its not my parents.
my parents are always fair! xD
i don't like when things are unfair.
in the same way,
i dislike being with someone and get treated differently.
like if my best friend is Boa (a Japanese singer), people will treat me differently,
as compared to my best friend being a normal person. RIGHT?
that's why i don't like people who make popular people their ONLY friends.
i always think that everyone should live a fair life.
i don't care you are the teacher, kid in childcare, my mum, or the pastor or anybody.
i will be myself in treating you fairly.
but it does not mean that i will not respect my parents.
iya, you know what i mean? like not being another person
hm.. actually.. there is a very weird me inside me. haha
how to say..
i dislike to give attention to attention seeker
or people who have attention from a lot of people.
cause, i think they should have enough attention.
i will try to talk to people who are rejected,
lonely, or not being noticed by anyone.
cause i think that they deserve the same attention as any human.
caution!
if you want me to accompany you for something,
please don't call along anybody else.
i will think that you are wasting my time when
someone is there to be with you.
don't tell me you need both's accompany.
i accompany you cause i thought you were alone.
if you are not alone, don't think about calling me. =)
caution!
don't call me out just for fun.
call me follow you around, while you talk with your friends.
or even sit beside you doing nothing.
i will just stone there, just for the sake of presence.
seriously, i feel very tortured inside. (if you eva want to know how i feel)
my time can be spend with other people who will appreciate more.
hm, just want to let you know a little more about me.
maybe, how i really feel when i do certain actions.
--------
i go to library today! again =)
i went to library often now and i love it!
i borrowed 'why is yawning contagious?'.. its the book i wanted since last month!
i keep going back to the library to search for it.
i didn't search w/o brains lah.. i used the computer. =.=
it was always on loan.. i didn't give up.. and yeah! found it!
why are some babie yellow?
does anything eat facial hair?
do man have one rib fawer than women?
can kissing help to prevent tooth decay?
do women have more fats cells than men?
everything is inside the book!!!
i also went to send some letter to my 4 penpals in japan!
i will be going over to japan soon! woot! winter!! =)
hopefully, someone nice will be my partner... haiz.
i am telling them that i will be calling them when i reach there.
it cost like $1.10 per stamp and i send 3.
amaths remedial after school, till 3pm.
i was struggling with my time.
went to library to continue my book there,
hopefully i can finish reading and search for the next book.
saw daisy and huiwen there! yeah.. haha
we have a great time talking and eating crackers.
which cost like 50c and $2
-----
during pe on tues, i finally told 'cher that i want 2.4 run.
and i did it. i am suppose to run 10 rounds around the field..
but after the 6th round, the guys call me to play soccer with them.
then thweeni and cas join in, followed by huda and chels. =D
it was fun for the girls, but i don't think the guys feel the same.
its quite an experience for me to play soccer in such a big field.
i play soccer in class, street soccer court, corridors, home and badminton court.
but not in a field... the goal post is really really really big.
though i am big in size, i cannot really defend well. (its skills lah deh)
after the game, i can see that all the girls have red faces.haha
i think we are not really use to it ba.
my body was in pain for two days!
-Xiaowei