sad to say, TN, i dream agian.. lol

dajie's wedding is coming and i am rushing to find my dress.
maybe, this thing really stuck my head.

i am not going to say who these people are,
cause its rather sensitive.. haha.
here it goes..

i am going to be married tml.
and i am prepared, but it was all a rush.
i didn't have the time to think of anything.
during the day itself, i ran away from A and was thinking of B
while thinking of B, i find C (my ex) to tell him about my crush on B
i confess to B and....

yeah, till this part, i forgot everything le.
i just know that i ahve a great dream.. haha

in the past, jayme always tell me that he dream about her marrying her crush.
haha, i was like.. how come i don't dream about tt one?
hm, this is my first wedding dream.. haha.
JAYME, I GOT IT! (even though she doesn't need this)

sometimes i feel that i am still living in the past.
i don't even know is jay my bf. =.=
even so, i still feel weird.
i tell her that we do not need to be together always.
heart is the one that is most important.
but i feel really weird now, xD
we really have nothing to say!
it is all said for the past 9 years.. lol.

she really can know my motive, my feelings..
yeah, and i know here too..
the know it all lies.. lol.
thats why we know how to really hurt each other. xD

oh, why am i saying this.. =.=
sit for my ss today, awesome.
i left 45minutes to answer 4 SBQ questions.
i know its impossible to finish it all,
but i just rush, not gonna let satan distract me!
speak in tongues, write rubbish font and i am done!
no regrets.

i promised my mum to score well for her.#
and i will. =D

God bless you for your Os, As, Ns, PSLE and EOY!

-Xiaowei

10:31 PM