Wei!! please don't tag the chatbox.. =.=

ah, when am i going to study?
hopefully today i will go to school at night.
my school is opening till 9pm on tues and thus.
awesome. but sadly, i have not much friends now.
i am gonna be a loner like my brother, wahaha.
he really study man. argh.
i feel so bad and now i think i am the loser in my family.

both of my brothers are going to jc, iyo.
i should go too.. my dad want me to go.
i should join everything and volunteer everything now.
if my results are gonna be lousy, i am going to use my experience to grab a seat.
hopefully a 10 marks.. thats my brother and my's goal for l1r5

i approached mrs foong today,
i finally told her that i want to go to pure.
eh, i don't know anything about chem or phy when i was sec2
T.T and people encourage me not to take pure.
!!! i regret now. arghh ok, nvm.
foong told me that i can still go to jc and learn them.
oh, she encourage me and praise me.
i don't really like praises, because this gives me more stress.
i don't like stress, but only stress can make me work harder.

i think that the guys at my house are so hardworking.
whenever i see my dad doing something,
argh, he is so serious and hardworking.
no procrastination and it must be perfect.
the things my dad did was beautiful,
sometimes i even think its not from him.

here comes my big bro.
he study A LOT.
he have time to study well, play high and watch soccer.
=.= i don't know how he use the time. awesome.

my 2nd bro, lazy, but will chiong.

the most hardworking

1. Dad
2. Big Brother
3. 2nd brother
4. mum
5. me T.T

ahhhhhhhhhhh. i must go jc

-Xiaowei

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