Thursday, October 16, 2008

I AM READING KISS DATING GOODBYE!
tw and hw went to my house ytd.
and thank God, we have discipleship!
i didn't exceed my target: one hour.
both of them decided to cre8 blog for themselves.
i am quite happy too lah, at least i can read it.
both girls are just beautiful,
i thank God for these two sisters. haha
anyway, today is sien and tw's cousin's bday.
iyo, i don;'t really feel like going.
because:
-I am really lazy
-I don't want people to gossip about me etc.
-I don't really talk to them and i am shy
-I can use the time to spend with my mother, than sitting there emo
-I don't know what will happen when people question me about God (challenge)
btw, their family have been discussing about me.
so, quite weird lah.. everyone will be looking at me.
but i decided to go for it.
God already told me that people will be looking at me.
cause, i am the salt and the light of the world, lol.
so, i am going to take God with me and just do it.
i don't know how, but i am just going to do as the spirit lead.
i don't want to run away from such situation,
so, i will just see how loh. PRAY! =D
actually, before i made up my mind for this party.
i didn't really want to go, but sien keep asking me to go.
but i don't want to go because i was kind of pressurised.
i decided to persuade myself, cause i don't want to feel stress.
ok, now i am really.. haha
-Xiaowei
3:45 AM