i don't know why, but i have a sudden passion on reading.
truthfully, in the past, i don't understand the things i read.
i always end up giving up reading(cause 'cher said reading will help for eng.)
i want to have good english results, i need it.

know? every year, i have to pray that i will pass my english.
God grace me every year and keep guiding me on other subjects.
i thought that my ss and his will score badly, but it turn out to be good!
i am so amazed by God's power in me that i can't believe that it happened.
i didn't know i can top in class, i didn't know i can do so much things!
yeah, its sad that i didn't know it, lol.

anyway, from the bottom few to top 50 in level is definitely a blessing=D
God give me strength to strive for excellence.
i can't help, i need to glorify Him. =D

i got back my eoy paper results, but not the year's result.
ok, whats the difference..?
eoy paper is just the paper you sit during year end..
and year results is the totally of the different % in the whole year's exams..
don't understand, ask me

and i am suppose to pass my english and two other subjects to be promoted.
written tt i am struggling with my english, i failed.
fail english = retain
its 49.6, ahhh!!

ok, if anyone is going to ask about if i am really going to retain,
i am going to smack their ass, cause i am not going to retain!! haha.
it was a technical fault. xD
the computer's fault lah.. =.=
'cher and i recalculated and i passed! yahhoo, lol!
(you won't know what i use yahhhoo until you are in my situation)
eh, i am happy.

and and and... don't worry and be patience.
cause i know many people will want to know this girl's results.
yeah, my classmates are like whispering, asking one another of my results.
they will send people to come and ask me etc.
if you want to know, come ask me straight, but i might not say, ahah.

rejoice when i fail, keep silent when i score.
yeah, cause they are against me.
its rare to have such attention, lol.

anyway.. i totally agree of what mr tan said during VE.
cyber bullying!!! yeah.
it shoot straight to all people who feel guilty.
hm, even if you don't feel guilty, doesn't mean that you are right.

if you dare to type these messages to me,
then speak to me that same thing!

my classmates just shout things in the air,
expect me to listen and see how 'cool' they are.
they want me to feel so sorry and guilty. lol
they only talk loudly when with support.
none of them will do that to me if they are alone.

will tell of my results soon =D
keep praying for me kay!

-Xiaowei

8:09 AM