i had a fever ytd.. hiaz.
thanks people, if you have prayed for me.
i need your prayers.
i don't feel well that morning.
and this is the first time i take care of myself.
i pour cold water on a small towel and put it on my head.
my mum taught me this. haha.

i am very cold, but mum once said that i should not cover myself.
i am wearing fbt, the worst case.. lol
i stayed at home the whole day, being tortured.
my body feel so tired, but i have slept the whole day.

i sleep with track pants and blanket wrapping around me.
i wake up at 6.30am!
sleep too much lah, i cannot take it.
cannot sleep, i just woke up automatically.
i don't know if i am hot or cold. weird!
i am cold inside, hot outside.. ahh don't know lah! haha.

i make myself tea and bread =D
i enjoy breakfast at sunrise.. haha
i am hungry, but i don't really like the kaya on my bread.
and woot! someone press the door bell..
and guess what?! PANDAN CAKE AND BANANA CUPCAKES!!

nothing to do, i meet joyce to walk her to school.
she wasn't late =D i have a nice talk with her.
i am glad that she at least tried to change her habits for God.
Nobody change within a day, so, i am gladd that she took the first step.

i read archies comics, from joyce, till 8.30am
i am suppose to reach school at that time for japan trip meeting.
we are going to learn dance today!! so excited..
huda was late, so we didn't learn dance at first.
i am glad that i tried to talk to the people around.
and i know i have some misunderstanding with sheila.

i was like, sec 1? and i shouted at her and stare at her.
i am just not happy with her, for no reasons.. haha
you know, we just follow our feelings.
i am sorry girl, if i have hurt you or make you dislike me.
i am a childish girl at that time and i hope that you will forgive me.
i have changed, so please know the new me =D
no hard feelings yah.. haha.
i don't think she will come my blog,
so, i think i will tell her when i meet her.. given any chance.
please pray that i will gain friendship, not enemy.. hehe.



we dancing reach for the sky. a national day song.
we just learn the chorus part and they can go home.
E2 sheila and i singing the song, yeah!
i am singing the girl part and she is singing the guy part.
oh, btw.. we are performing for japan high school students!

i am standing at the first row, dancing with one hand and singing.
thats so interesting lah, i ahve never done this before.
and i have not dance on stage for like 7 years! haha.
but i think i learn the dance fast.. haha

huda (the modern dancer), Junie (a band member),
sheila (the malay dancer) and kohwei (the singer)..
we stayed till 2pm to choreograph the dance steps.
then we perform in from of mr tan =D
we are still not sure of the dance steps.. haha
cause we gave the idea, but we forget how aldy.
so, we will try to perfect it.. hopefully, we all will perform well.
i am worried for the guys, they need to be mroe active and improve
i am glad that they did tried to move! =D

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i know that i am stopping discipleship.
and i cannot always depend on wei to feed me.
i need to grow in my own, because i have a 'baby' to feed too.
i need to find my own food and food for my 'baby'.
started to read christian books and reread my discipleship books.
one think that i enjoy most is that, it is so personal to you.
but sometimes feeding yourself is hard.
nobody is there to look after you and lead you,
there are many times you will fall into traps.
as much as i want to grow, there is someone who tries to pluck me out.
keep me in prayer that i will have discipline and will grow.
also, that my passion for Christ will not cease.

Amazing love. =D

-Xiaowei

8:06 PM