saturday sermon!! =D
its talking about having confidence.
its so different if you base your confidence on others things and God.
if you base it on clothes, then if you wear something ugly, you will feel bad.

even before the service, God is showing me an example.
someone ask me..
prettygirl: why do you always wear like this to church?
me: wear what? cannot meh..
prettygirl: Coming to church leh. wear nicer lah.
me: i only have tshirt and pants at home, what you want?
prettygirl: Go buy lah, i am sure you house also got nice clothes, just that you don't want to wear.
me: iya, come church only.. wear what also can what, dont' need so pretty one.
prettygirl: i always wear nice nice to church, cause i think its a special day
me: good loh, but i am not so rich like you, can buy nice nice clothes.
prettygirl: you have nice clothes loh, why don't want to wear?

and tell you what.. i totally don't feel sad about it.
its ok to wear ncie nice to church, but its also ok to wear not nice.
as long as you know the purpose to church can le.
i know my limits, and i dress my best.
God knows, haha. my heart is the most impt.
but dressing nice also shows how you treat this day, its not wrong. =D

its more on motive, then how you present yourself.
i can be a begger and wear stinky clothes to church.
it doesn't matter, cause i know i cannot afford to have a proper shirt.
iya, i just want to say that, its the heart that matters most.
all these words you say, pattern you do, clothes you wear are just temporary.
don't rely on these things. =D

God thinks that i am beautiful in anything i wear.
and what He thinks is more important. haha.
sounds crazy.. but thats what God honours.
being confident even when you are way different.

but i don't mean that you can wear less and be confident in it.
if you mind what God thinks about you, you will keep pure. =D

-Xiaowei

10:27 PM