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Saturday, July 04, 2009
Why am i reaching for the second best when God has the best for me?

patience, thats what i think. Why are we so impatience? Its planned perfectly, but we fools sometimes just want things too fast. End up hurting ourselves.

Everyone is having relationship, whats the difference? but to resist having a guy's attention at this age is rather hard. I am so tempted, that i break the friendship, so that i won't have to talk to him. the hard way, i thought it was over, but my mind can't stop thinking about him. an idol. i don't want it to be this way.

i am going to give up, going to bring it up to God and trust Him. I want to live for him, only. Now, I am going to worship him with my thoughts and decision. I don't want to focus on temporary things, but on things that is eternal. I won't be these fools that follow the world. never, never will i leave God. I need Him.

Living for God, its easier to be said than be done. Its always a desire, but never desperate enough to take action. Self- centered. I can't imagine how i actually treated God. I pray for God to forgive me. i am unworthy to be in His presence, but Jesus died on the cross for me, so that i am free now.

Where in existence can you find this love? i won't exchange it for any other things

call me jesus freak, i don't care. don't have friends, i don't care. no boyfriend, i don't care. unpopular, i don't care. i just need God.


8:07 AM

WEI

The happiness of life is made up of minute fractions—the little soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look, a heartfelt compliment in the disguise of a playful raillery, and the countless other infinitessimals of pleasurable thought and genial feeling.