I am fully booked during november. I don't like it! Going out of country on 22nd, but GRADUATION NIGHT IS ON THE 23rd! T.T how how how how.. i am going to tell 'cher that i am not going on monday. hais. well, it will be a good news for JC. LOL. Its obvious, because he just want to show to everyone that he dislikes me, anticipates his cheers and unappreciated loud self-talking hobby.

uh, not just that.. i have mumbo camp meetings to go every sunday.. Hm, NP's red camp is also on my list, LOL! well, i love camps! :] and i think many of my school mates will be going.. M and H is going too. i think, we will be in the same group right? ha. hope so... yep, more more.. i wanna go mission trip!! THE CAMBODIA TRIP! yeah!! but it will be on the 29th, the next day after i arrive back to Singapore. sian. problem is, the MT training.. LOL

i can't wait, really can't wait to leave this school. i know i will miss WH and J, as well as the teachers. yep, maybe uniform days too. I really love wearing uniform, LOL. i don't really like the poly idea. hehe. no offence eh. and.. when i leave, i won't be back. i won't come back anymore.. really. :] and i doubt there will be any invitations of gatherings, ha. "toooo bad, LOL." can hear him saying. haha.

well, i didn't plan to go graduation night initially. wanted to go out of country with friends, which is far better! than sitting all night watching half-naked classmates. well, i need to spend extra cash on a so-called one in a life time thingy? no way, LOL. BUT BUT... its different now, LOL. i had incentive eh, its free now.(money face$$) LOL. i just need to hop on a dress and GO! haha. I won't want to reject this treat from the school, when people are having difficulties saving money on this. kinda rude. and now.. -.- i got another treat to HK and.. it overlaps the graduation night! argh.

Confession: actually, after i got that treat from school to graduation, my heart is aldy ready for it man. urgh. at least i have friends who will be there with me. thinking about what to wear etc. Joys! which makes me want to go graduation night more. can't wait for the over night party after the graduation night. iyo, sad.

okay, i think the problem of changing my flight was not on money anymore. but safety. i am 16! (but i look 20!) i dont' think they will want to to idle around the airport alone, while waiting (endlessly) for their pick-up car. china to Hk, hard to estimate eh.. risk. eh.. actually, i wanted to check in to the hotel first, but still.. not safe for me to travel that stranger's land. hais.

Conclusion: no more graduation night to end this (blank) 4 years. Yes to 22rd trip and pending for the mission trip.

I am very sure I will regret it :] so, celebrate guys!!!

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