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Friday, October 09, 2009 if it was the past..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONGEN!

Even when i have not started this post, i feel as if i am creating a propaganda -.- well, i wasn't as close to her now and sometimes i still ignore her. LOL. but... truth is, she has already taken bits of my heart. I am still concern, but i am letting go. At least she have friends now :] hopefully they are good, better than me. haha. i miss her, thats what i always say. My actions and words don't match, hais. Its a sad case that i am not as expressive as her. haha.

she is the only one who knew my ugly past so clearly. haha. we did stupid things, duh. and we share the weirdest thoughts of ours. Its all fun and sometimes bitter when we don't understand one another. we are so different. very different. hahahaaa. the one and only similarity that is so obvious is that we love performing. hm, we don't really love to talk about singing.. haha, cause we will end up debating which voice sounds better. yea, its just our past. its hard for me to say this, don't ask anymore.

we may not be as close anymore, but thank you for sharing your heart and always ready to listen. LOl. awkward. just remember that i will be there if u need me. am i reliable? hahaa. judge yourself, anyway.. you choose your friends. stay happy, because you are meant to be. Don't be so emo and negative, haha. thats what you always tell me in the past. you too kays. Catching up with you after Os! I still love you, K.


6:43 PM

WEI

The happiness of life is made up of minute fractions—the little soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look, a heartfelt compliment in the disguise of a playful raillery, and the countless other infinitessimals of pleasurable thought and genial feeling.