Fun, but tiring. People who wants to know more in depth of the poly courses, they should really join red camp. they give you hands on to try out some of the things they learn and also show you some interesting that they are learning.

I interested in joining the school of humanities, but their hands on and information given wasn't enough to help me understand the course. i don't think i will take the risk to join psychology. haha. i changed my mind! i wanted to do mass communications instead, still i am so unsure. I am interested in all their design fun, but not so to the lighting and camera side. hais, its a hard thing to choose, makes out life complicated. For more complications, there were 3 more new courses added to my reasoning. I am also interested to 2 of the new course. Veterinary science and arts business management.

i can say that my worries were larger than my post exam stress. I didn't want Os to be over, haha. its like stamping and tearing one part of life off and we cannot change the edges of the paper anymore. Anyway, JC is still in my list, maybe not ACJC anymore xD hahaa! unrealistic goal.. i was considering JJC, but i really hated how near it was to my school that most of the people in my school wanted to go there too. another horrible school life.

if i really get into some weird course, i think i can still appeal for other poly courses. I am sure my portfolio will be able to get me through :] the point is, i do not have a focus in my portfolio.. its like, i have every little part of everything. so, its still a bit risky.

i loathed counting my raw points profusely with worries that stuck my mind of seconds. I went on thinking about what could be worst and what if i can't get through anything, how would i choose to die. english and humanities are my biggest fear.

red camp was really fun, i always loved camps!! haha. its kinda awkward having the same tribe as my school friends. can i say? i really hated it. we were all stuck in one clique. Its just me, like.. when you have friends you already know, its comfortable being together and talk about the common things, but in another way, i wanted to experience the camp fun. my idea of camp fun was to meet people idk and start talking about everything and have fun. maybe its because i was exposed to camps like these, which makes me feel uncomfortable being with friends in camp.

my taboo courses were anything that is related to science, maybe except veterinary science. The course experience of nursing made me freak out!! i am not sure how to put it in words, because my expression wasn't vivid enough to visualise, but its really scary.. haha. they show us how a woman gave birth and how a doctor operates a body. terrible, you wouldn't want to know the truth behind the operating door. I am so proud of all the nursing students already, it wasn't easy anyway. LOVE THE HEALTH CARE COMMUNITY :]

ps flight on sunday

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