my age became 14 when im back to mumbo. well, this is what i call childhood. Since 4, i was exposed to camp life like mumbo. being separated for 6 years, my heart still belongs to that camp. it was where i learn and grow. yup, about the age, someone finally said i look younger. 14. im back to my childish form, haha! well, im not an instructor. im helping in games and logistic :] one camp 3 experience, haha!!



my child joy was interrupted by YI camp, another camp that i yearn to go, but not after i went to mumbo. my heart can't decide which to choose. both camps were important to me. my excitement for yi camp almost died, but kenni held my hands and led me the way. im grateful for such a brother :] i skipped the camp fire night and went for YI camp. i never doubt my decision. hehe.

this year, YI camp wasn't a rush or a sudden tense period whereby i expect saturated stuff to come. i was interrupted and wasn't expecting anything. i went there with a shock, because i wasn't paying attention to the precamp preparation. i am not prepared, at all.

I wasn't in games com. nor anything that needs much of responsibility. which means im really free to do anything with my cg. Im still feeling weird not doing anything, i need to serve. I learned to serve small. :] participating in games may not be an exciting part for me to drool on, but im sure getting involve and giving support is my style. Thank God im caught in the first few minutes of the war games. hehe.

God spoke in such an unique way, everyone would notice and know that it was Him. It was so clear and so God. Im ruined for life, thats what pastor said. im really ruined by God. A taste of God got me addicted for life. This is no spell or magic, its real and sincere. Everyone who tasted God's love would hang on and not let go. truth me, young people are not so stupid to be'brain washed' by christians. There must be something different, that individuals would choose to stay.

when im saying about God, im showing you a nice cake. most of them didn't want to even taste the cake because they see people falling in love with the cake crazily. some people only tasted the cream of the cake. but some people took a full height of the cake. those who tasted the cream and dare not taste the whole cake would eventually walk away saying its a lousy cake. people who tasted the height of the cake would know that its the best cake ever. And we (christians) are really excited about this cake! its too good that anyone will go addicted when tasted. you get what i mean. I really dont' believe that we are forcing anyone to know God, its a choice. Its because we got really upset when you only tasted the cream and walk away. we wanted you to taste the real thing! haha. :]

anyway, this is the best YI camp ever. ALL THANKS TO GOD!

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