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Thursday, January 21, 2010 forgotten crush
OHNO, its crazy. i met my first crush. I forgot him for years, maybe 6 years. T^T I feel so bad.. haha. I always thought my first crush was someone else. LOL. Kinda SHOCK for me. I saw him again!! and suddenly i remember that i once treated him like my prince. an unlucky prince, ha.

Anyway, it was around 11pm when i went to the 7eleven to buy milk tea for my brother. ohman, the cashier guy made me waited for almost 2 minutes before serving me. During that short period of 2 minutes, i walk around the small cozy yet cold 7eleven. A familiar face walk in, it was his little brother. i recognise his brother straight away, because he hasn't change since then. At the corner of my eye, i saw someone walking behind him, i wanted to look. I know its not him, but i was hoping its him. His body shape was so obvious that its not my prince, haha. yet, i still challenge myself to look at him. ITS HIM~!!!!!!!!! I GOT A SHOCK.

he immediately knew it was me. ever since i moved house, he hasn't seen me. now, it was like... hais. kinda confused, hahahaha.. i remember i was really ugly in the past. if you think im ugly now, im worst when i was younger. haha. BUT HE WAS REALLY 'WOW' WHEN HE WAS YOUNG, but now.. not anymore. haha xD sad to say.. that was what i feel.

I remember that im always trying to walk pass his house just to peep at him. haha xD bian tai!! haha. well, for a few times he come to my house to talk to me too. kinda shy to think of the past. sweet, yet it was forgotten. LOL. maybe my childhood wasn't that bad uh? I can still remember what i did when i was young. heee.

yep, and i think he was shocked too! he was too shy i think. he bring his brother out of the 7eleven and gone to idk where..? but they should be going home. i walk home covering my mouth. wow, one person can help me regain my memory.


6:24 AM

WEI

The happiness of life is made up of minute fractions—the little soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look, a heartfelt compliment in the disguise of a playful raillery, and the countless other infinitessimals of pleasurable thought and genial feeling.